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Sunday, October 9, 2011 Feeling a little down here. I didn't expect this, it just came like a tornado messing up my emotions. Staying alittle rational here. Little acts do have their effects. So many small things that could be rather insignificant could sway my emotion so much! Feeling alittle hurt and sadness. So I guess, I just have to learn to be positive. I have a nice boy by me, I do appreciate him, for everything. But at times, a tinge of you tell me you dont love me that much like how you would always tried to assure me. I guess the problem lies in me. I put in too much effort and energy on the little things. I always tried to convince myself that these little small things you wont be able to sense it. I can't blame you for something you couldn't notice it. Yes yes, I always said. I know I shouldn't pick on the little things and start magnifying them. I believe one day when you love me deep enough and I'm being part of your life, you will show our r/s to the whole world. You will write in your msn's pm the three words, I love you. You will invite me in your facebook to be in a r/s with me. You will write on my wall, I love you. I will wait for that day when you are willing to do so. I'm always ready to accept and do the same to you. All I'm being here is to wait for you. I do hope one day it will come true. I want to feel like the most important one in your life. I really want to. Okay, I guess you felt that I'm expecting too much.... I'm sorry. Penning down; 11:20 PM |