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Thursday, March 3, 2011 I'm back here. Have been holding on to this site for like years, the same old site. Sometimes, somethings are so sentimental to make me let it go. They meant so much for me, so many moments together. Even with this site, the footprints of my secondary lives; my happiness, my sadness, my everything. So many times I told myself it's time to get a new url for my site, but yet I just felt that this is the best already. Why should I be making changes? It seems to be insignificant to you, yes I believe. It's just a url. But it's such a great thing to me. I think alot, by myself. Sometimes, I detest this side of me. I always put thoughts so hardly on me. Then all the negatism started engulfing, and I wonder what does life actually means. It always start with a small thing and I go crazy with my thoughts. Yes, ridiculous. :( I don't like people to see the weakness in me. I dont like people to see through my sadness. I don't like people's comfort it seems so.... untrue. Well, a harsher way to put it I don't like people to be fake with me. :( I don't like to entertain such situation when you know someone is just saying something for the sake of saying. But still, this is how people socialise with all sham they take with them and make themself popular or rather make themself look so caring and nice. .......................... Enough of that. Talking about my life after exams. I'm working tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I. need. to. get. a. life. I. want. to. enjoy. mself. :( :( :( :( :( :( Penning down; 7:45 PM |