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Saturday, September 4, 2010 Negatism. Is. Ripping. Me. Off. :( I hope my grandma could recover. I hope my exams could go on smoothly. I hope my brain could be of much capacity. I hope my heart is less bounded. I hope myself could vanish now. Too much at a go :( I felt so drained, physically and mentally. No little time to finish up my work. I didn't wasted and I hope I really din. Grandma is blessed by all of us. It's not time yet, I believe. She didn't smile today. Hais. I miss her smile. Can't visit her tmr since exam on monday. Much more to catch up. :( Couldn't get hold of much time to revise much. Spending all my time over in the hospital. Urgh :( The delifrance was astrocious. The food tasted like shit. Hais. &I wonder what my bro was thinking. Hais, everything just kinda messed up. My life is kinda ruined. Even when I'm occupied with so much stuff. My brain still consistently goes to you. Only if I could delete some memories. I woul be much happier. But everything is just a 'if'. It will nv come true. This is life. But stop runing my life. I need to get control of my own life. :( Penning down; 11:01 PM |