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Sunday, December 21, 2008 So long since I'm here blogging. Well, my comp just brokedown &no ones bother to save it. So many things happening recently. I'm so coped up by so many things. Sometimes, I can hardly breathe. I don't really understand where the pressure is coming from. Maybe I'm thinking too much? But I want want everything t be right. I don't get it. It has been so long but why am I stil thinking about you. Maybe I'm just being an idiot. Jealousy always brought me down, so terrible til I'm dying. Sometimes, I wonder wil you feel the same as me? But something always assure me that I'm being wishful. When I see you, the glimpse of happiness engulfed. Strange, it's just so strange. It has been 8 months and 20plus day but why the feeling stil so strong? The pain you left for me is so excruciating that I left to strength. Am I mad? Idk. What am I waiting for? What am I wanting for? Why can't I even ans it myself. It's so hard. I miss you. Penning down; 1:38 AM |